About a week or so ago, a friend of mine gave me his perspective on a delicate matter. I respect his opinion one-hundred percent, mainly because the subject of his opinion fell under his jurisdiction, or expertise, so to speak.
The conversation has been running through my mind over and over, as I can’t tell if [...]
January 28, 2008
Categories: blogging, cult, culture, essays, friends, friendship, hate, honesty, human, ideas, love, people, philosophy, pride, principles, psychiatry, psychology, public, relationships, sex, sexuality . Tags: anguish, confusion, emotional suicide, filling the void, hurt, mental instability, pain, people, relationships, self affliction, self destruction . Author: Zmahathera . Comments: 2 Comments
I’m prone to psychotic episodes, triggered by the common reagents normally used to alleviate the stresses of the day. Last night could’ve been a great night, and actually, it was. I ruined a terrific night, and after ruining it entirely, shooting my self in the same foot I used to shove into my own mouth, [...]
December 29, 2007
Categories: friends, friendship, hate, honesty, human, love, people, psychiatry, psychology, relationships, silly, stupidity . Tags: friendship, loss, love, pain, relationships . Author: Zmahathera . Comments: 2 Comments
I’m any man.
I’m just constantly trying to tune myself to fit the mold of the kind of man I should be.
I was garbage in my 20’s, and like a dick I wore it like a badge of honor. And that’s many of us.
It’s all about making the decision, consciously, to grow the fuck up.
I want [...]
December 2, 2007
Categories: blogging, codes, essays, filth, friends, friendship, hate, honesty, human, ideas, love, people, philosophy, pride, public, relationships, sex, sexuality . Tags: friendship, honesty, human, hurt, ideas, love, man, men, pain, people, relationships, trust, woman, women . Author: Zmahathera . Comments: 3 Comments
I feel as if I’ve been awake since the Gettysburg Address. Why? See above pic. I have a bad wisdom tooth. Actually, “bad” doesn’t begin to cover the pain I feel, the pain I’ve been feeling, and trying to deal with, since 1:30am last night. I’ve heard about this pain before. And let me tell [...]
October 3, 2007
Categories: teeth . Tags: death, dishonor, pain, teeth, wisdom . Author: Zmahathera . Comments: 2 Comments