On yet another sleepless night before work…

…he had experienced something like an Imperative Reaction. His mind was a flutter, a shattered mirror, wrapped around itself like a Coil. His only respite came in the form of a dream, yet all he could remember was crossing a river, walking on water, carrying a Skinny Puppy. Sleepy, tired, yet restless, [...]

I don’t believe in God, but I miss Him.

“Alex Brilliant was reading Wittgenstein at sixteen, and writing poetry that rippled with ambiguities — double, triple, quadruple, like heart bypasses.  He took a scholarship to Cambridge, after which I lost sight of him;  but I would occasionally think of him down the years, assuming that he had forged ahead in one of the liberal professions.  [...]

I can fill your void.

About a week or so ago, a friend of mine gave me his perspective on a delicate matter.  I respect his opinion one-hundred percent, mainly because the subject of his opinion fell under his jurisdiction, or expertise, so to speak.
 The conversation has been running through my mind over and over, as I can’t tell if [...]

Freedom/Give and Take/Real v. Fake/ Controversy and Advice (in short, BLABBER)

This should be taken as counsel on both sides of the bed, including persons on the same side of the XX/XY chromosome chain - on the same bed.  This blabber came to me as I read a dead man’s definition of freedom, equality, power, consciousness, command and action, command v. action, and love.  The passages [...]

If only I could keep my hands busy.

Debauchery masks depression in a cloud of boozy exaltation.

A Brother and Sister Speak.

The Sister: I could last a bit in a relationship just for his being from South Africa
The Sister: but, eventually, his christianity would turn me off
The Sister: lawl
The Brother: I’m in the same boat with a certain someone.  We’re relatively new friends, but she’s been dropping hints here and there.  Absolutely gorgeous, but she’s a [...]

Bitch me two times, and I’m going away!

To bring in the new year, like most people, I’m going to make a few changes:

Organization - I’m a packrat, and have always been.  It’s time to get rid of EVERYTHING.  I have boxes and boxes of crap in my place, that stays in said boxes, as I move from place to place.  I attribute [...]

I’ll Never Learn.

I’m prone to psychotic episodes, triggered by the common reagents normally used to alleviate the stresses of the day.  Last night could’ve been a great night, and actually, it was.  I ruined a terrific night, and after ruining it entirely, shooting my self in the same foot I used to shove into my own mouth, [...]

Purity through obscenity.

A woman once said to me, “A man who screws a woman honors her.” She went on to say she plays hard to get with the man she loves, but will easily give it to a stranger. She kisses the man she loves, never the man with whom she chooses to partake in [...]

Any man.

I’m any man. 
I’m just constantly trying to tune myself to fit the mold of the kind of man I should be.
I was garbage in my 20’s, and like a dick I wore it like a badge of honor.  And that’s many of us.
It’s all about making the decision, consciously, to grow the fuck up.
I want [...]