Last night I met up with a friend from a far away land. We hit the streets of Manhattan running. Hold. We weren’t even walking by The City’s standards. Mostly, we crawled along the Lower East Side as my friend took endless pics of random… randomness. I bet the best [...]
May 6, 2008
Categories: blogging, friends, friendship, honesty, human, marriage . Tags: "vogue", friends, HBO Zone, jizz, Manhattan, marriage, pizza, random, surveys, taking pics, unspoken rules, walking . Author: Zmahathera . Comments: 1 Comment
About a week or so ago, a friend of mine gave me his perspective on a delicate matter. I respect his opinion one-hundred percent, mainly because the subject of his opinion fell under his jurisdiction, or expertise, so to speak.
The conversation has been running through my mind over and over, as I can’t tell if [...]
January 28, 2008
Categories: blogging, cult, culture, essays, friends, friendship, hate, honesty, human, ideas, love, people, philosophy, pride, principles, psychiatry, psychology, public, relationships, sex, sexuality . Tags: anguish, confusion, emotional suicide, filling the void, hurt, mental instability, pain, people, relationships, self affliction, self destruction . Author: Zmahathera . Comments: 2 Comments
This should be taken as counsel on both sides of the bed, including persons on the same side of the XX/XY chromosome chain - on the same bed. This blabber came to me as I read a dead man’s definition of freedom, equality, power, consciousness, command and action, command v. action, and love. The passages [...]
January 28, 2008
Categories: blogging, codes, culture, essays, friends, friendship, hate, honesty, human, ideas, love, music, people, philosophy, public, relationships, sex, sexuality, stupidity . Tags: counsel, dead men, Dresden Dolls, give nothing, Holden Caufield, literature, love and relationships, men and women, nihil, Radiohead, scatterbrain, theology the truth . Author: Zmahathera . Comments: No Comments
On Sunday night, my local haunt held a benefit concert for a friend who was lost to violence. The proceeds went to his five remaining children. As the event was to be held on a night the place is closed, and on a night when most folks hit the sack early in preparation for Monday [...]
January 22, 2008
Categories: blogging, culture, friends, friendship, honesty, human, journalism, love, music, people, public, relationships . Tags: cenotype, clubbing, family, friends, party, qxt, sunday night special, support, terrorfakt . Author: Zmahathera . Comments: No Comments
The Sister: I could last a bit in a relationship just for his being from South Africa
The Sister: but, eventually, his christianity would turn me off
The Sister: lawl
The Brother: I’m in the same boat with a certain someone. We’re relatively new friends, but she’s been dropping hints here and there. Absolutely gorgeous, but she’s a [...]
January 12, 2008
Categories: blogging, friends, friendship, hate, honesty, human, love, people, principles, public, relationships, sex, sexuality . Tags: blogging, brother, chat, chatting, conversation, friends, friendship, hate, honesty, human, love, people, public, relationships, sex, sexuallity, sister . Author: Zmahathera . Comments: No Comments
I set a goal, and achieved it. The weight I was carrying is no longer mine. I achieved this freedom through expression, and boy, did it feel good! Sure, it was awkward as fuck, but what fun is there in life without its most awkward moments? The purpose of this mini is to tell you [...]
January 10, 2008
Categories: blogging, friends, friendship, honesty, human, ideas, love, people, philosophy, relationships . Tags: blogging, expression, freedom, goals, people, relationships, someone . Author: Zmahathera . Comments: 2 Comments
First off, I’m perplexed as to how and why my blog has been getting so many hits over a post I wrote months ago. What’s everyone’s kick with the “fighting fire” page? In hindsight, it’s an ugly post. My html skills are weak.
Secondly, I learned a much needed lesson tonight, concerning one of my personal issues, and [...]
January 8, 2008
Categories: blogging, friends, friendship, honesty, human, people, pride, relationships . Tags: blogging, fire, lessons, life, people, pride, relationships, thankful . Author: Zmahathera . Comments: No Comments
To bring in the new year, like most people, I’m going to make a few changes:
Organization - I’m a packrat, and have always been. It’s time to get rid of EVERYTHING. I have boxes and boxes of crap in my place, that stays in said boxes, as I move from place to place. I attribute [...]
December 30, 2007
Categories: blogging, codes, essays, friends, friendship, hate, honesty, human, ideas, love, people, philosophy, pride, principles, psychiatry, psychology, public, relationships, rules, sexuality . Tags: bitched, happy new year, hate, learning, love, men, old shoes, relationships, same way, women . Author: Zmahathera . Comments: 2 Comments
I’m prone to psychotic episodes, triggered by the common reagents normally used to alleviate the stresses of the day. Last night could’ve been a great night, and actually, it was. I ruined a terrific night, and after ruining it entirely, shooting my self in the same foot I used to shove into my own mouth, [...]
December 29, 2007
Categories: friends, friendship, hate, honesty, human, love, people, psychiatry, psychology, relationships, silly, stupidity . Tags: friendship, loss, love, pain, relationships . Author: Zmahathera . Comments: 2 Comments
On my way to work this morning, I was forced to take an alternate route. A major intersection, which I always pass through was closed off by the police. When I got to work, I asked the guys here if they had heard anything about what might’ve occurred at this intersection. No one knew a thing. [...]
December 27, 2007
Categories: blogging, friends, human, people, public, silly, stupidity . Tags: death, guns, nothing, people, tupid, violence . Author: Zmahathera . Comments: 5 Comments