Being productive leads to Nothing…kind of.

To immediately pick up where I left off in my previous post, self-production, through the act of sexual intercourse, would seem to be the only form of productivity worthy of our collective and mutual efforts. As I’m wont to do, I’ll break it down to the core in layman’s terms:
An adult person, man or [...]

Productivity is almost a lie.

I’m going to try to make this short and sweet, just like me. Productivity is almost a lie. Check it out: all of our lives, we’re pushed to be productive. It’s the only way to be if we’re to consider ourselves successful by any means. Procrastination, laziness, and being idle [...]

Power and Weakness

I find pleasure, and a definate sense of power from the following:
My introverted nature and intuition provide me with the liberty of not ever having the need of another being’s approval.  I’m very comfortable in my own skin.  I’ve met thousands of people who cannot honestly say the same.  If there is a Hell, it [...]

Happy Valentine’s Day

Chernobyl Heart 
It has to do with the heart, in more ways than one, so I felt it appropriate to repost this old blog here for Valentine’s Day.
Don’t forget the chocolates and fucking!  The teddybears and sucking!  The flowers and schmucking!
And for those of you crying over the fact that you don’t have someone fawning over [...]

I don’t believe in God, but I miss Him.

“Alex Brilliant was reading Wittgenstein at sixteen, and writing poetry that rippled with ambiguities — double, triple, quadruple, like heart bypasses.  He took a scholarship to Cambridge, after which I lost sight of him;  but I would occasionally think of him down the years, assuming that he had forged ahead in one of the liberal professions.  [...]

I can fill your void.

About a week or so ago, a friend of mine gave me his perspective on a delicate matter.  I respect his opinion one-hundred percent, mainly because the subject of his opinion fell under his jurisdiction, or expertise, so to speak.
 The conversation has been running through my mind over and over, as I can’t tell if [...]

Freedom/Give and Take/Real v. Fake/ Controversy and Advice (in short, BLABBER)

This should be taken as counsel on both sides of the bed, including persons on the same side of the XX/XY chromosome chain - on the same bed.  This blabber came to me as I read a dead man’s definition of freedom, equality, power, consciousness, command and action, command v. action, and love.  The passages [...]

Bitch me two times, and I’m going away!

To bring in the new year, like most people, I’m going to make a few changes:

Organization - I’m a packrat, and have always been.  It’s time to get rid of EVERYTHING.  I have boxes and boxes of crap in my place, that stays in said boxes, as I move from place to place.  I attribute [...]

Purity through obscenity.

A woman once said to me, “A man who screws a woman honors her.” She went on to say she plays hard to get with the man she loves, but will easily give it to a stranger. She kisses the man she loves, never the man with whom she chooses to partake in [...]

Any man.

I’m any man. 
I’m just constantly trying to tune myself to fit the mold of the kind of man I should be.
I was garbage in my 20’s, and like a dick I wore it like a badge of honor.  And that’s many of us.
It’s all about making the decision, consciously, to grow the fuck up.
I want [...]