On yet another sleepless night before work…

…he had experienced something like an Imperative Reaction. His mind was a flutter, a shattered mirror, wrapped around itself like a Coil. His only respite came in the form of a dream, yet all he could remember was crossing a river, walking on water, carrying a Skinny Puppy. Sleepy, tired, yet restless, [...]

I don’t believe in God, but I miss Him.

“Alex Brilliant was reading Wittgenstein at sixteen, and writing poetry that rippled with ambiguities — double, triple, quadruple, like heart bypasses.  He took a scholarship to Cambridge, after which I lost sight of him;  but I would occasionally think of him down the years, assuming that he had forged ahead in one of the liberal professions.  [...]

I can fill your void.

About a week or so ago, a friend of mine gave me his perspective on a delicate matter.  I respect his opinion one-hundred percent, mainly because the subject of his opinion fell under his jurisdiction, or expertise, so to speak.
 The conversation has been running through my mind over and over, as I can’t tell if [...]

This happened to me just yesterday.

This woman knocked at my door. First let me say, our “mutual history” was very brief.
This woman knocked at my door. First let me say, I was entertaining my second master, my second mentor.
This woman knocked at my door, threw herself to her knees and proclaimed her undying love for me, and refered to me [...]

A Father to His Children

Children
Throw off the Elder’s shackles
of the Mind, reach into thySelf
and see the Truth Revealed.
The Truth, as truth is seen,
will illuminate your Soul and
heal your Wounds.
Know who you are, first,
and be true to yourSelf.
You are my children, all,
but I would sooner shatter you like
flawed pottery than have your weakness
be that you are but a flawed copy
out [...]

Haidee and The Heroin Life

I once met an older woman named Haidee who tried to sell me onto the idea of The Heroin Life, and this is what she told me:
“It’s the only thing there is, ” she said, in a tone of extraordinary ecstatic detachment. One could divine an infinite unholy joy derived from it’s own sadness. It was [...]

The Bat

When time was yet in the cradle, there was no uglier creature in the world than the bat.
The bat went up to heaven to look for God. He didn’t say, “I’m bored with being hideous. Give me colored feathers.” No. He said, “Please give me feathers, I’m dying of cold.”
But God had not a single [...]