I find pleasure, and a definate sense of power from the following:
My introverted nature and intuition provide me with the liberty of not ever having the need of another being’s approval. I’m very comfortable in my own skin. I’ve met thousands of people who cannot honestly say the same. If there is a Hell, it [...]
February 29, 2008
Categories: blogging, codes, essays, honesty, human, ideas, people, philosophy, pride, principles, psychology, public, rules . Tags: INFJ, jobs and careers, MBTI, Myers-Briggs Typology, people, personal philosophy, personality types, power, psychology, responsibility, weakness . Author: Zmahathera . Comments: 2 Comments
“Alex Brilliant was reading Wittgenstein at sixteen, and writing poetry that rippled with ambiguities — double, triple, quadruple, like heart bypasses. He took a scholarship to Cambridge, after which I lost sight of him; but I would occasionally think of him down the years, assuming that he had forged ahead in one of the liberal professions. [...]
February 3, 2008
Categories: blogging, codes, cult, culture, essays, hate, honesty, human, journalism, legend, love, myth, people, philosophy, principles, psychiatry, psychology, public . Tags: Alex Brilliant, free will, god, Julian Barnes, Kirilov, life and death, live or die, success, suicide, true will . Author: Zmahathera . Comments: No Comments
This should be taken as counsel on both sides of the bed, including persons on the same side of the XX/XY chromosome chain - on the same bed. This blabber came to me as I read a dead man’s definition of freedom, equality, power, consciousness, command and action, command v. action, and love. The passages [...]
January 28, 2008
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To bring in the new year, like most people, I’m going to make a few changes:
Organization - I’m a packrat, and have always been. It’s time to get rid of EVERYTHING. I have boxes and boxes of crap in my place, that stays in said boxes, as I move from place to place. I attribute [...]
December 30, 2007
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I’m any man.
I’m just constantly trying to tune myself to fit the mold of the kind of man I should be.
I was garbage in my 20’s, and like a dick I wore it like a badge of honor. And that’s many of us.
It’s all about making the decision, consciously, to grow the fuck up.
I want [...]
December 2, 2007
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This woman knocked at my door. First let me say, our “mutual history” was very brief.
This woman knocked at my door. First let me say, I was entertaining my second master, my second mentor.
This woman knocked at my door, threw herself to her knees and proclaimed her undying love for me, and refered to me [...]
October 17, 2007
Categories: codes, cult, drugs, friendship, legend, love, myth . Tags: chinese, master, mentor, philosophy, zein . Author: Zmahathera . Comments: 1 Comment
I don’t know about you all. I’m not even 100% sure you exist, as you don’t live in my “city”. As a matter of fact, I’m pretty sure you don’t exist at all, for it seems to me so few of you live by any code. And if you don’t live by [...]
October 1, 2007
Categories: codes, culture, friendship, konami, people, principles, public, rules . Tags: codes, culture, friendship, konami, people, principles, public, rules . Author: Zmahathera . Comments: No Comments